"You should not be practicing to have a 'good' practice, but instead to keep steadiness within yourself. Practice happily regardless of whether it is 'good' or not. Sometimes some postures will not be possible, but when you accept the good and the bad and everything becomes equal for you, that is yoga."
- R. Sharath Jois
Burnt To Ash
"All Inquiry is meant for one purpose; to take you experientially into the unknown as efficiently as possible. Once you get there, simply be still because inquiry has delivered you to its destination. The rest is up to Grace. Do not hold onto any knowledge that comes your way. Even the greatest revelations much not be clung to, or you will end up with a head full of memories and a heart empty of substance. The truth is ever new, existing only in the now. The highest truth is beyond knowledge and experience. It is beyond time and space, and beyond beingness, consciousness, and oneness. Just remember that all direct path techniques are meant simply to undermine, to cut away, the one who is performing them. No matter what spiritual path you've walked or what teachings you've followed, they must lead you back to no path and no teaching. A true teaching is like a blazing fire that consumes the itself. The teaching must not only consume you, but consume itself as well. All must be burned to ash, and then the ash must be burned. The, and only then, is the Ultimate realized. True Enlightenment destroys enlightenment. As long as you can refer back to yourself and say, 'I'm enlightened', you not. Enlightenment is authentic only when there is no one left to be enlightened. Even to say 'I am nobody', is one too many. There's a point when you intuitively realize that to be Free you have to give up your attachment to Freedom. You have to quit asking yourself: Is it still there? Am I okay? You have to decide to never look over your shoulder again to see if you're free or if others know you're free. You just have to let yourself burn there - no matter what. This isn't something I can help you with. I can tell you what you need to do, but you have to do it. In the beginning, teachers can help a lot. But the deeper you go, all they can do is point, and clarify, and tell you what you need to do. Only you can take this step. Nobody can push you in to this place."
Mysore, India “You need not get at it, for you are it. It will get at you, if you give it a chance. Let go your attachment to the un...
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"Life will break you. Nobody can protect you from that, and living alone won't either, for solitude will also break you with its yearning. You have to love. You have to feel. It is the reason you are here on earth. You are here to risk your heart. You are here to be swallowed up. And when it happens that you are broken, or betrayed, or left, or hurt, or death brushes near, let yourself sit by an apple tree and listen to the apples falling all around you in heaps, wasting their sweetness. Tell yourself you tasted as many as you could."
I can totally relate to that! My strategy is to put on a nice dress, and hope that people won't see the elephant walking on my head, (by the way it's grey and kind of angry). Probably it's seen anyway, but still I tried to show some courtesy.
I have recently found this blog, and I have read some really interesting and serious texts about being a daughter. Me and my mother had a really infectious relationship. In certain ways we are alike, and still our choices in life are so completely different. Two weeks before she died (6 years ago) she confessed everything that she and I know is true. She called herself a role model, but a negative one, and that's also being a role model, maybe, I don't know. Anyway, I have never felt loved by here, but after her death she has become a part of me, and I try to care of her in my way. She gave me a task, and that is to reconcile with her, so that I can live my life, still with an elephant on my head, and so forth, but anyway, trying! doesn't that count?
okey I am swedish so my english isn't the best (what would mum have said?) Still I try to make fun of the darkest spot, in a speechless mind.
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I can totally relate to that! My strategy is to put on a nice dress, and hope that people won't see the elephant walking on my head, (by the way it's grey and kind of angry). Probably it's seen anyway, but still I tried to show some courtesy.
I have recently found this blog, and I have read some really interesting and serious texts about being a daughter. Me and my mother had a really infectious relationship. In certain ways we are alike, and still our choices in life are so completely different. Two weeks before she died (6 years ago) she confessed everything that she and I know is true. She called herself a role model, but a negative one, and that's also being a role model, maybe, I don't know. Anyway, I have never felt loved by here, but after her death she has become a part of me, and I try to care of her in my way. She gave me a task, and that is to reconcile with her, so that I can live my life, still with an elephant on my head, and so forth, but anyway, trying! doesn't that count?
okey I am swedish so my english isn't the best (what would mum have said?) Still I try to make fun of the darkest spot, in a speechless mind.
anna lindegren
Oh it's soooo me! LOL!
That's SOOOOO me! Probably even worse lol...How do you make it go away...lol...
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