Arrogance

29.12.07

Arrogance

The weight of arrogance is such
that no bird can fly
carrying it.

And the man who feels superior
to others, that man
cannot dance,

the real dance when the soul takes God
into its arms and you both fall
onto your knees in
gratitude,

a blessed gratitude
for life.

~St. John of the Cross



Okay...so I keep going back to the subject of living through my head vs. my heart. However, when it comes down to the nitty gritty...I'm struggling a bit. I so bad want to follow my heart without any hesitation. But, there are a few things that seem to be holding me back. And...it figures this would come up at this point in my life. Should I stay or should I go? Should I stay or should I go? Should I stay or should I go? Ahhhhhh...okay!!! Enough!! I'm thinking way too much! And we all know where that leads...

Am I willing to take another risk? However, it doesn't quite feel like a risk...I have never...ever felt this way...

When it comes down to the simplest of things...What, I ask, is most important in life?

I remember a while back talking to one of my customers that I had established a fairly close bond with...yes...I was once a pharmaceutical sales rep...ugh...I'll leave the company nameless for the time being...anyway...we were talking one day and I was questioning so many things...and scaling things down to the most important simplest way I knew how at the time. And, I remember him telling me... "Laruga, be thankful you are coming to these conclusions at this point in your life...because you could be realizing these things at my age...

Why is it so hard for me to decide what I want. I mean, I know what I want but, am I afraid to be truly happy?

I talked to my brother today...he always has a way of keeping it real. He told me..."Laruga, it sounds like you already have your mind made up, but you just want someone to tell you what to do..." Ha! So true. Where's the trust? I need to trust myself...

Sooooo? What's the verdict?

I haven't got a clue...

Just kidding...

When I think, think, and think some more...things become much more complicated somehow.

When I feel what is in my heart...it all comes down to the simplest of things...

Love is where its at...I feel I'm ready...










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